all in all

i am here; this is where i am right now.

this is my life so far.

to think of it.


all those moments i remember. all those moments i do not remember right now. all those moments i cannot remember ever again, but will dream of, some time in some twilight night.

this, here, now, is my life so far. all twenty-six years of it.

i look back, and think. i look forward, and think.

i think i haven't done too bad so far.


this, i can realize. and smile.


things to come, things to be, things to pass. things i will remember, things i will wish never to remember, things i will feel and never feel again. happy moments, sad moments. moments in which i cry. moments in which i laugh. moments with bare feet. moments with shoes. moments which i will want never to have happened. moments i will never want to give back to life but rather keep them to relive, and relive.

this is my life so far. all twenty-six years of it.


this, i can realize. and smile.

more to come now.